good job love! if ur reading this text file then its to be assumed that youve seen all there is to see on this website which.. isnt much! or maybe u havent which is totally fine since its ur birthday and u can do whatever u wantt.. cutieeee -//- i really wish i couldve done more for such a special day, u deserve so much more. not only do u obviously deserve the world but u deserve something far more competent than this.. alas! i am but a simple horse, though im definitely planning on providing u the world someday >:o i hope ur not too disappointed. ill make u another one someday, and actually finish it. mind u, this isnt necessary to read! im just feeling incredibly sentimental, read further only if u dare.. im sure youve noticed what the password is right? for a little while there i was like 'aahh is it really appropriate to make the password our anniversary? this day isnt about us, its about her specifically!' but likee.. im just terribly uncreative -//- i just really want to express how i feel about you, maybe thats a bit selfish? though i think such an extraordinary girl deserves some sort of inexorably long and cringy love letter not-letter written for her atleast once! i dont even really know where to start, its so hard to put it into words u know? the first thing that always comes to mind is inevitably: ill forever be grateful to have you in my lifeeee!!! its a bit embarrassing to say but i truly cant think of anyone who i think has positively influenced it more! nobody has ever made me as happy as youve made me, youre so incredibly good at that u know. u dont even try to try im so incredibly lucky but let me remind u that its not because of any one particular thing that you fulfill (though ill forever be grateful for everything that u do for me, ur such a sweet girl), u could completely stop putting in any effort into our relationship orr.. more realistically: run me over with a car! and i would still love u to death honestly because ultimately who u are as a person is so incredibly amazing that to be in your presence in the first place already feels like such a privilege; and isnt that so representative of ur character that even with that being the case, it still feels like u go above and beyond regardless? ur such a good person that its unbelievable.. even outside of how deeply enamored i am with u, i cant help but admire you so much for that and i always have. andd on top of that, youre the best girlfriend anybody could ever possibly ask for too. u really are the entire package arent u? im sure its apparent but im an incredibly shy person! so from the very start, when i replied to u out of nowhere and was like 'errrmm.. did u just yume ur nikki :3' and u treated me so kindly without a second thought and behaved so naturally i was like 'woahh..'!! maybe its a bit silly to say but after we talked about such things in the serverr, i couldnt help but have this overwhelming feeling of 'i dont want that to be the last time i speak to her!', it felt like if i didnt put in some sort of effort into getting to know u then i would forever regret it. in the moment it was probably just the endorphins from spotting another yume nikki nerd in the wild hehe but once we reallyy started talking, i was already so captivated by u u really intimidated me honestly, every single piece of media u mentioned i either already absolutely adored or i looked into anddd.. it always seemed like that coolest thing ever! -//- id never met anyone quite like u before, it just felt like u really got me u know? we agreed when it came to nearly everythingg and it made me feel so incredibly privileged to have u in my life.. it feels kinda funny to be speaking about this in past tense because no matter how much time has passed, it really still does. ill forever cherish u i truly do adore everything about u, i could genuinely go on about it forever. ive been thinking about it alot lately, though there isnt any part of my daily routine where the thought of how deeply in love i am with u is ever far from my mind. its just that ur so incredibly dedicated to every aspect of ur life! i cant help but feel like thats the coolest thing in the entire world, im so incredibly envious of the self dicipline that u have >:c u devote urself to ur studies and education 24/7 regardless of ur circumstances, to spending time with ur brother, to tirelessly working on ur projects (+much more!) and somehow u still find the time to pay me the time of day regardless of how deserving i am of that, am i not the luckiest person in the world? i wouldnt mind in the slighest if u didnt, whether thatd be the case because u couldnt or because u simply didnt want to. youre so incredibly hard working in every aspect of ur life i think u really do deserve a break! im willing to pay for a bajillionn vacation days for u startinnggg.. noww! (note: i can only pay in bones..) gosh something else that i really love about u is just.. hm. how would u even communicate something like this? something akin to ur outlook on life! though even if i really do adore that too, saying that alone truly doesnt feel like it represents how i feel. i love the way u think about things, u always come up with ideas and to conclusions that i wouldve never thought of in a million years and is there anything more attractive than that? youre so amazing at everything u do, i truly do feel like im dating a genius sometimes. youre just such an intelligent person in the most casual way possible! u act as if knowing four languages is like commonplace, how are u so effortlessly smart? and funny? and gorgeous? and literally everything anybody could ever possibly want in a woman? and ur such an incredibly perseverant and strong person, i really cant help but be incredibly envious of that too. i think u should acknowledge it more often, im always in so much awe by how capable of a person u are! even when not taking into account the seemingly endless amount of responsibilities that u burden, u have to deal with so many things that the average person would just never even come close to having to in a million years. that alone is already far too admirable for my brain to comprehend but what really gets me is the fact that u dont even allow said things to affect others around u? even though itd be more than understandable, ur dealing with things that nobody should ever have to deal with and still managing to be such a genuine and kind person. how is that possible ur such an amazing listener too, i really do hope i can reach ur level whenever it comes to that someday. ive admired this aspect of u for as long as i can remember knowing u and my feelings in relation to that only get more and more cemented with time, ur so perfect. from my most abhorrent chainsaw man thoughts and opinions, to my most personal traumas.. i just feel like i can always count on u, u know? ur such a reliable and consistent person, sometimes i still really cant wrap my head around why u even entertained me in the first place. i mean u reallyy have to be a good listener to be able to deal with seventeen paragraph-long ramblings for months at time -3- i really did torture u didnt i? hehe how did u manage to persevere through something even as insufferable as thaaaat, my silly girl xp i havent mentioned how earth-shatteringly talented u are yet, have i? i genuinely start to blushh everytime i see ur art, its always so incredibly mesmerizing -//- ur way too good at everything u do. its like as soon as u set ur mind to something, its destined to be the most perfect something to ever something in the history of somethings! u pay so much attention to detail, ive always struggled so much with things that seem to come so easily to u! ur compositions are always so eye-catching, ur color choices are always so beautiful and godd i dont think ill ever be able to get over the way u render hair, how do u manage being such a gifted person literally all the time?? -//- and thats not even mentioning ur games, u really are the most creative person ive ever met. how many people do u think can genuinely say that theyve made as many as u have and especially by ur age? in my mind at the very least, there truly isnt anybody else who could ever possibly compare my only issue is that im still waiting on shrekbird.. please satiate me, fellow redditor :c and jesuss it feels like such a superficial thing to mention (i care far more about everything listed above okayyy!! -//-) but i couldnt live with myself if i didnt mention how truly breathtaking i find u, u are genuinely the most beautiful girl ive literally ever met. how is it possible to be so incredibly flawless both inside and out? how do u manage to be so effortlessly attractive?? i feel flushed just thinkingg about ur face, its too much! -//- its difficult not to think about anything other than how much i wanna kiss ur pretty lips each and every single time i see u, is there anyone truly as kissable as u? i doubt it! hmph ur just so genuinely charming, its only natural to wanna worship a girl like u in every single possible way but thats totally besides the POINT.. ive been rambling for far too long! my point ultimately is: ur the most amazing person ive ever met and i reallyreally reallyyy love u, more than anything!! i really do wanna marry u someday. happy birthday love, i hope to spend so many more with u for years to come mwah <3